Veni, Vidi, Vici.

2011-05-30T23:44:00.002+10:00

I just watched Inception again for probably the 5th time just because I saw this clip on youtube about the music comparison. The music they played to time the kick sounded like the music they recognised in the next level of dream because it's slowed. A bit like music in a music. Anyway, after watching Inception I had this few questions.

1. Was he dreaming at the end? It's not a yes or no question but could definitely go either way depending on arguments. And so, what arguments.

2. What was his and the other Japanese guy's kick in limbo? And how could they have come back to reality if the kick wasn't synchronised with the rest?

3. Since his totem came from Mal, she should be able to screw up his dreams and reality since she would know the object as well as him. But can she screw it up if she's already dead?

4. Was Mal even dead, or was he the screwed up confused one. If he was the confused one, where is he? And then, where was he at the end when he was with his kids?

5. If he was already in limbo to save Fischer with Aliyanah, then why was he washed ashore again?

6. If he was in a dream at the end, at what point was he in a dream?

I guess we'll just never know the answers to that. It's time to sleep on that and do what I initially planned to do tonight tomorrow. Finish studying GIT systems.

第一次

2011-04-19T16:50:00.003+10:00

当你看着我

我没有开口已被你猜透

爱是没把握

还是没有符合你的要求

是我自己想得太多

还是你也在闪躲

如果真的选择是我

我鼓起勇气去接受

不知不觉让实现开始闪烁

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由

那是一起死守

哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝

想要清醒却冲昏了头

哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口

二十四小时没有分开过

那是第一次知道天长地久

是我自己想得太多

还是你也在闪躲

如果真的选择是我

我鼓起勇气去接受

不知不觉让视线开始闪烁

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由......对我

感觉你属于我

感觉你的眼朦

第一次就决定绝不回错

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候

呼吸难过心不停的颤抖

哦~第一次我牵起你的双手

轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由

那是一起死守

哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝

想要清醒却冲昏了头

哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口

二十四小时没有分开过

那是第一次知道天长地久

Flashback

2011-04-16T17:03:00.002+10:00

Today was a totally different experience for me. I've been playing football since I was about 7. Back then, we played on the front porch or on the streets, something like what you see on tv about south american and african kids, except that our surface was tarred. Back then, I played with siblings and cousins, and I was the youngest male out there, and would often be bullied off the ball. That didn't stop me from playing though and it sort of forced me into compensating by having slightly better technique or something like that. It wasn't enough as things get scrappy but it was a good start.

Fast forward to secondary school and we still played rather scrappy football but there was more space. It was still mixed up and everyone was just on the field, ranging from 13-17 year olds. Being 13, I was of course no match for the rest but it was where you were forced to have better touches and to put a decent ball in when you got your chance. And then, there was always matches between different year levels and I always looked forward to that. We had trouble finding people in our year, as most played basketball but we did eventually and since then, I've had the position of the best player on the field, someone who the team looked to to conjure something to win games. We didn't play too many games but when we played we didn't lose too many either. I can't actually recall losing a single one in secondary school. I also didn't take losing too well either.

Except for that one time in Form 4, where I joined this team for a few weeks for a competition where there was a guy in there who was part of a state team, I was usually seen as the top player in my team, and I was getting used to it. Even then, I knew he was a year older, and when you are younger, a year makes a lot of difference technically, so I was happy to let him do his thing. After leaving secondary school, it continued on for another 5 years that way. Until today.

Playing with this Spanish-Italian guy who rejected a football scholarship to be here, I knew he was going to be something. It took some getting used to to have someone else there who the team looks to. It's like he's taken some of the burden of me and took it in his stride. The team looks to us now to control that centre midfield area and I'm happy to let him take the plaudits. I mean when you see someone better than you, you just put your hands up and admit he's better. It's usually not easy but he is something. He's European and I'm Asian. Scrap that actually. He's a mix of two of the big guns of Europe and I'm a South East Asian. I have no right to be beating Australians or anyone else in football and yet it's happening and football is supposed to be his DNA. But then again, for a South East Asian to get that close technically to someone like him, I gotta say I did us proud. He was even asking me to take some shots 25 yards out at a 'keeper in a lacrosse goal. That's something.

That goal that I scored wasn't put on a plate either. He crossed the ball in from the kick-in and I had to control it with my right foot, turn my man, and finish it with my right. Doing that, with my weaker foot required some confidence, and as you can see my ego can't be deflated that easily just because I've got that amount of confidence. We could have scored a few more, if I haven't lost that shot in me. I've gotten worse in taking long shots now, but I'm sure it'll come back, seeing that I used to bang them in for fun. And, I set up 2 one on ones that weren't scored today so I'm still happy with my overall play. But he just brings this composure to our team and I see a successful partnership coming up. I can see us winning the season this year. I like this game. It's more than just 22 guys chasing a ball. It's all the flicks tricks that make up this game. =)

My First Day of Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-03T21:39:00.003+11:00

The week prior to today I did not even think one bit about Chinese New Year. It must have just slipped my mind simply because I was so busy, that I've been mixing with locals and caucasians and Chinese New Year is not even mentioned in the group and that there is no hint whatsoever of Chinese New Year in this town. No decorations, no bustle, no festivities, nothing. That was until I chatted with my sister online the other day and asked her why she was on at such a late hour and her reply being that it was Chinese New Year holidays already. I asked her when it was and found out it was a Thursday. And so I forgot all about it until last night when a few of us decided to eat out to lift the mood and chose this Korean place.

When I woke up this morning, I remembered the occasion and put on a pink shirt, since it was the closest colour I had to red in my limited wardrobe here. A full day of classes took my mind of things and Chinese New Year totally slipped my mind again until I got home. I went online and ended up on my bed totally knackered from the full day class including travelling to and from Royal Brisbane's Hospital for a skills workshop. I woke up at 730 pm and decided to take a short walk to the nearby street of about 20 shops for dinner. There was nothing to eat at home anyway.

I settled on this Malaysian place and ordered my food. While waiting for it to come, I looked around. There were three couples that were there and the Japanese place next door was bustling with customers. When my food came, the waitress said a short "Happy new year", which caught me off guard. Suddenly it struck me how alone I was, how sad it was that I was having dinner alone. My food suddenly tasted saltier and my nose started to get blocked. This was by far the worst Chinese New Year I've ever had and I realised that I had another three more of such occasions to get through, only hoping that when they come I would have enough asian friends around me to enlighten the mood. It could be almost another 10 years, depending on whether they would allow me leave during internship.

On the slow walk home I thought about it again and my eyes welled up again. I passed a few people by but it was so dark that they wouldn't have realised anyway. And I thought of home and how Sally's Chinese New Year experience this year must be a rather restricted one. She enjoyed the fireworks the most during this time of the year and I was usually the one who did those things at home.

I guess I'm just surprised at how a short "Happy New Year" can cause such a burst of emotions. I guess it just shows that I'm human after all as well.

2010-11-28T23:49:00.002+11:00

he thinks he knows why im pissed.

he thinks he knows why ive offered to make up.

he clearly doesnt know me at all.

2010-11-06T15:13:00.001+11:00

i hate how u say things just to get a response from me.

or maybe just to irk me?

i hate how it gets to me.

or maybe i just hate how im sensitive like that.

sigh.

2010-10-17T12:53:00.001+11:00

"Once upon a time, we had a lot to fight for."

We still have a lot to fight for. I hope.

But I might be wrong.

It's going to be tough but I can only hope.

2010-10-14T01:27:00.002+11:00

liverpool's new takeover is sort of worrying me because its history repeating itself again. because when abramovich bought chelsea, he bought them for 1 pound n wiped off all their debts which was 300 something million pounds in total. n thats sort of what nesv are doing. buying the club by wiping off their debts. from that they free up funds to buy new players n build a new stadium. now imagine owing 700 something million pounds to just wiping off 300 something million pounds of debt and then the remaining that you save goes to the club doing better. now when will that happen to man utd. 2014 was it when the glazers' repayment are due? hmmm.

2010-10-08T14:46:00.003+11:00

May the Lord support us all the day long

Till the shadows lengthen

And the evening comes

And the busy world is hushed

And the fever of life is over

And our work is done.

Then in his mercy

May He provide us a safe lodging

And a holy rest

And peace at the last.

- Blessed John Henry Newman

2010-07-24T01:18:00.003+10:00

my conversation with the deputy rector at college on my first day back at lunch went something like this.

him: so, how was your results?

me: errm, not too bad. i didnt do too well at management.

him: are you happy with them?

me: not really actually. i didnt really hit the ground running you know. concentrating on other stuff at the beginning of semester.

him: more like partying too hard you mean.

uh oh. he knows. =)

2010-07-10T01:03:00.002+10:00

“Chinese Malaysians Asking Far Too Much”

By Zaini Hassan
Source – Straits Times, published Apr 30, 2010

WHAT else do Chinese Malaysians want? Let us put aside the reasons why they do not support the current government in Kuala Lumpur. Let us study first what else they want.

For that, we have to go back to history. The Chinese came to Malaya to seek opportunities. They had lived a hard life in mainland China for hundreds of years. Like the whites who migrated to the American continent because it was the land of opportunity, the Chinese migrated to Malaya to make their fortunes in this bountiful land.

The strategy of their forebears has borne fruit. The Chinese have attained what they wanted. They now live in the lap of luxury in this land of opportunity called Malaysia.

In fact, it is not only in Malaysia that they have attained what they wanted. They have even gained full control of Singapore. Singapore is not their original country. The Singapore Chinese and the Malaysian Chinese were originally boat people. The difference is that those who landed in Singapore managed to gain full control of Singapore, but those who landed in Malaysia did not manage to control Malaysia.

In Malaysia, the Chinese live in peace with the Malays, the indigenous people and the Indians. In comparison, in Singapore, the Chinese control politics and the Government. In Malaysia, the Malays still control politics and the government. The systems of both governments are the same, but it is vice versa: The Malays dominate in Malaysia while the Chinese dominate across the Causeway.

In contrast, the Malays in Singapore and the Chinese in Malaysia are very different. The Malays in Singapore lead ordinary lives while the Chinese in Malaysia lead
lives that are ‘more than ordinary’.

In fact, former Malaysian prime minister Mahathir Mohamad once stated that if all the Chinese-owned buildings in Kuala Lumpur were lifted from the map, only the buildings in Kampung Baru, a Malay area, would remain in the city.
All the other buildings are owned by Chinese Malaysians. The well-known shopping centres in Malaysia are owned by the Chinese.
The Chinese Malaysians are fantastic. They control all the cities and major towns in peninsular Malaysia, as well as Sabah and Sarawak. They produce the largest number of, and the most successful, professionals. The school system of the Chinese Malaysians is the best among similar school systems in the world.
The Chinese account for most of the students studying in the best private colleges in Malaysia. The Malays can gain admission into only government-owned colleges of ordinary reputation.
With regard to corporate and private organisations, it is the Chinese who dominate. The Malays number just a few; most of them are low-level employees. In fact, knowing Mandarin is a prerequisite for applying for jobs in these organisations.
Finally, an annual survey by the Malaysian Business magazine has found that eight of the 10 richest people in Malaysia are Chinese. The following is the list of the 10 richest people in Malaysia:

Mr Robert Kuok Hock Nien
Mr Tatparanandam Ananda Krishnan
Tan Sri Lee Shin Cheng
Tan Sri The Hong Piow
Tan Sri Lim Kok Thay
Tan Sri Quek Leng Chan
Tan Sri Syed Mokhtar Al-Bukhary
Puan Sri Lee Kim Hua
Tan Sri Tiong Hiew King
Tan Sri Vincent Tan Chee Yioun

This is the reality in Malaysia, my beloved country. Is the current government, which has been in power for 52 years, cruel and totalitarian? What else do the Chinese Malaysians want? I think I know, and I think you know too.

I took this from somewhere you don't have to know where if you don't but yea. First of all, you have to ask who wrote this article, whether he is influenced by anybody. We all know that the fact that this article appears in a Malaysian newspaper shows that somebody has already scanned this article beforehand right. I think the majority of us have nothing against chinese or indians or malays or ibans or whoever else and we all agree that if you want to work hard then all and good but nothing is guaranteed wherever in the world. It's just those setting the policies that aim to split everyone up in Malaysia as much as possible. If we look at all the first world countries we might say that almost all are "controlled" (according to this article) by any worthy citizen and any citizen has a fair shot at doing whatever they want without racist restraints within the boundaries of the law. This includes Singapore and we can't deny that Singapore is indeed doing better economically and socially compared to Malaysia. So where did we go wrong? Restricting the opportunities of certain races? If they would just let everyone have a fair shot like those in first world countries, then everyone from every race will improve thanks to healthy competition and it's not like we don't have any natural resources in Malaysia. And that list is obviously the official list of the 10 richest people in Malaysia because there are certain people with things to hide in Swiss banks with shady deals. Of course we have to look at the unofficial list of which I am sure you will get some of those more familiar names. Just for comparison, the white haired guy who shall not be named and could be anyone, is unofficially the thrid richest man in the world. If you want to know what his assests are estimated at and who he is, just ask me. Remember he could be anyone. =)

2010-06-15T11:06:00.000+10:00

天凉了雨下了
你走了
清楚了我爱的
遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放放不掉
泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

说了再见
才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样
失去你的微笑

口红待在桌角
而你我找不到
若角色对调
你说好不好

说了再见
才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样
忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老
永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱
一分一秒都好

你的笑你的好
脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了
你手的温度

心碎了一地
捡不回从前的心跳
身陷过去我无力逃跑

说再见
才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样
忍着痛泪不掉

说好陪我到老
永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱
一分一秒都好

2010-06-11T16:46:00.003+10:00

我简单回答一句还好

你点头微笑

说过得好就好

你不自然的礼貌

不停摆弄手腕的表

你想说的我已明了

我想现在的她很快乐

希望你晓得这样做不值得

虽然我们曾爱过

她也曾是第三者

但我不会让自己再重蹈覆辙

我很快乐

请不要再说爱我

别再触碰我心里还未伤愈的角落

习惯一个人的我

并不是缺你不可

如果你是爱我的

就别让自己再犯错

我很快乐

请不要再说爱我

我已经把失去的当成了一种收获

悲伤的剧情太多

曾经都侵袭着我

所以我不再做

这第三者的第三者

2010-06-11T02:53:00.001+10:00

I remember the first time i saw you

On the ground floor

And then on the 8th floor

Later that day too

Everyone had left by then

It was just me and you

I didnt show my hand

And i didnt speak to you

But it didnt matter

'cause we met later

And you need to know

About the selfishness u didn't know.

2010-06-06T12:19:00.001+10:00

You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can't have you.
I can't have you.
Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Am I crazy?
I catch my breath.
The one you took the moment you entered the room.
My heart, it breaks at the thought
Of her holding you.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Maybe I'm alone in this,
But I find peace in solitude
Knowing if I had but just one kiss
This whole room would be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me, am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?

2010-05-03T23:13:00.003+10:00

i was just looking at my schedule in the coming weeks and realised that over the next 3 weeks i have 8 assignments and 4 presentations due. theyre all 35%, two 5%, two 25%, two 15% and 100%. thats a total of 225% of my marks this semester due within the next 3 weeks. its going to be interesting.

i wanted to sleep early tonight so i can wake up early n be on time tomorrow just cause i think im tired but ohwells. n its not like i was doing work all night. well i was studying some stuffs though. =)

i was just looking at some facebook photos. some people really do have hidden talents. im amazed we all didnt see it earlier.

premier league trophy will be at 2 places this weekend. replica at old trafford just cause we're second i think but i dont care as long as we win. cmon. =)

2010-04-24T13:18:00.003+10:00

newman ball was good n of course u open ur eyes and see whats going on around u.

n i was asked at lunch

'did u go to the ball?'

'yes i did.'

'how was it?'

'well, we had a ball.'

i like the play of words. =)

something else to attend tonight. =)

2010-03-16T00:20:00.002+11:00

What Tiger Woods Really Meant to Say At His Press Conference

Let me just say to all my fans that I feel sorry for everyone who criticized me for my extra-marital affairs. You must live a miserable existence if you have nothing better to do than read about my personal life in the tabloids. But I suppose I should provide an explanation about my behavior so that you will continue to buy the products I endorse.

So here goes. I am an average looking man of mixed racial descent. Like most men, I had trouble getting pussy before I became a famous multimillionaire. I did okay at Stanford because I was on the golf team, but the women there graded out with a “B” because they were leftovers that players on the football team didn’t want. Before that, I got nothing because I have a bland personality and big lips.

Then, I win a few golf tournaments and women are lining up at my door. Of course, I took advantage of my opportunities. These were women who wouldn’t give me the time of day if I sold insurance or worked on a used car lot. They wanted me so they could brag to their friends about having sex with a celebrity, while holding the belief that one day they would live a life of luxury as the wife of Tiger Woods. When that didn’t happen, they seized on an opportunity to sell their story to the tabloids, all the while looking the part of a woman scorned.

Now I want to discuss my wife.

When I met Elin, she was just like the others, except she played the “hard-to-get” strategy that women often use to corral men. It worked. She had all the qualities I wanted in a woman: pretty face, nice tits, nice ass, and an inviting personality. We dated for a while, had wild sex, and we genuinely enjoyed each other’s company. When I asked her to marry me, she accepted. Why wouldn't she? Only an idiot would say no to a lavish lifestyle that most people only dream about.

Our marriage was okay. We have two wonderful children and Elin is a good mother. But since she had those kids, she’s become a bitch, and doesn’t want to have sex very often. And, she won’t accompany me on road trips, except to the major championships. Unfortunately, my job requires that I travel to a different city every week where women nod approvingly at me where ever I go. Do you see the problem here?

To all the men out there: What would you have done in my shoes? Would you have said no to all the woman who lined up to meet you, especially after listening to your wife bitch at you over the telephone for not spending enough time at home with her and the kids?

And to all the women: How many of you would have turned down an opportunity to spend a night with me, knowing that you could sell your story to a tabloid for 500K?I feel bad about the potential damage my actions might cause my kids. As for Elin, I can think of at least 300 million reasons why she will be okay if we divorce and she is forced to survive on her own. And don’t forget that vast support network she will have after appearing on Oprah and The View.

As for me, I have paid dearly for my transgressions. I have lost millions and might lose custody of my children. Almost everyone who sees me takes great pleasure seeing me in pain.
The letters "Saint" or " St. " do not precede my name. Your telling me it's O.K. to screw everything in sight and be a politician, but you can't be a pro-golfer???
Did I become famous for being a model married man, or was it because I'm the best damn golfer in the world???

Now here I stand, while you sit there anxiously waiting to hear my heartfelt apology, when all I really want to say is “Fuck Off!”

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that is so true. i dont even know if they divorced already or whats happening cause i dont follow this story but if they do, his wife is probably the richest person from doing nothing. i dont mind that. and she gets to find another guy cause she's got that supermodel body and she's going to sign some pre-nuptial agreement before her next marriage if she does have another one. and im assuming she isnt dumb enough to get pregnant with another guy cause then complications occur with that child and custody and inheritance. and by the way, i do not condone either of tiger's or his wife's actions, neither do i condemn them. the victims are the children. both tiger and the wife are as innocent and as guilty as each other. oh well thats just what i think anyway.

onto different sports, ferrari's doing well so far. and i was wrong. bahrain was indeed the first grand prix. and im supporting rooney to break ronaldo's and maybe law's record goals in a season. i didnt support ronaldo to break law's record the last time round cause by that time he was talking about real already and i thought that if he broke that record that season he would have achieved all he could at united and i didnt want him to leave then but then we all knew he was eventually going to. with rooney, i think its safe to say that even if he did break law's record he'll still want to stay at united for the next 10 years or something like that.

this is turning into a sports post. time to sleep. =)

2010-03-02T18:21:00.003+11:00

theres been so much talk recently bout shawcross on ramsey n u cant say whet he's right or wrong. he didnt go sliding in two footed studs up but he did go in late n from tv replays u cant tell whet he went about kicking the shin or anything. n then arse's fans say its cos arse dont like it up em but thats true. i define up em as being physical, using ur upper body strength, whoulder to shoulder n not sliding in late. n i see that as part of the sport. n when u get physical with teams like chelski n man utd they get physical back n hold u off. but not most of arse's n liverfool's attacking players.

n football is a contact sport so u just cant get rid of these tackles. i dont condone going out just to injure a player anyway. n late sliding challenges are just not acceptable but going in hard n not dangerous n winning the ball is fine by me. u cant say that in fball u cant slide challenge anymore. nowadays keepers are so protected they can just fall when a cross is coming in near an opposing player n they get the foul n it will be crap to see that sort of no contact all over the pitch.

so wad arse need to do is buy some rooneys n drogbas n maybe it will all stop? n personally i cant be stuffed that a rival player is injured n i wouldnt want it to happen to our player. having said that im stuffed that such an injury happened to a person. =)

2010-02-09T00:53:00.002+11:00

i met this friend tonight who was working at the australian open at the player's bar or sth like that and met everyone except andy roddick. damn lucky. even met prince william. n she said prince william is balding n djokovic's gf is so damn beautiful and nadal looks 10 times better in real life than on tv n tsonga is the most humble n down to earth person and federer is just arrogant. she said things like everyone says thanks when u clear their plates except federer's family n all those stuff. n before she went to work there, she was the biggest federer fan n now she supports djokovic or murray i cant rmbr. ok i don support that guy as a person anymore but i wont deny that he's so good he deserves to win everything.

n i just realised im either on the internet doing dunno wad or watching wadever's on tv or both and i dunno how i will survive that at newman. lols.

2010-01-28T14:36:00.002+11:00

i wake up this morning to apple launching its new ipad. saw it on twitter n facebook so i decided to go check out wad this fuss was all about. turns out the ipad is a bigger version of the iphone except the phone part. its a bigger version of an ipod touch. so there is no need or want to get an ipad if u already hav an iphone or ipod touch. if u think u cant feel ur ipod touch in ur pocket then maybe ull wan to get it so u actly feel sth there.

as much as i think its useless though, the ipad could actly be the future of laptops i would think. once they can pack it with laptop features i think it could get interesting. its probably apple's version of the tablet pc anyway. n if u look at the amazon kindle, which is probably the future of books n mags n newspapers, n u look at the ipad, it'll be interesting if u could combine the two of them. n thats what im waiting to happen. im sure it will soon.

speaking of technology, there's this bloody smart n cruel guy who ill just call m here who says that 'if they can produce avatar, they can stage 9/11.' this coming from a guy who everyone knows incited 5/13 n yet managed to change how history was written to hide it. oh n u do not need any technology to stage 5/13 i would think. and as cruel n power hungry as he is though, he's smart enough to cover his ass n get away with it. sigh.

2010-01-24T14:27:00.002+11:00

n so i had gastrointestinal infection or sth like that which made me vomit since the day i got here. getting here was already rushed enough itself. buying ticket last min. flying off n getting sick. so its either the plane food or the buffet the night before i flew which made me sick. i think its the plane food. n the worst part is its in the middle of summer n this medication requires me to avoid excessive exposure to sun. so when i need to be out in the middle of the day for whatever reason im in my jacket even if im sweating like a dog inside.

n last night i dreamt that i was serving mass. funny dream. sth went wrong n when i woke up did i realise no charcoal no wonder the incense couldnt burn. lols.

watched barcelona play this morning. they are looking good. havent watched them play in a long time n they were probably better than they were last season? n theyre exactly wad arsene wenger aspire to be but wont unless he gets their youth system. n u just dont get that flair with english players.

2010-01-11T02:09:00.002+11:00

i rmbred looking at mizan's twitter the other day which went along the lines of 'at least these shit dont happen in swak or miri...' sth like that. n then i read online that yes it did happen in miri. since when this shit happens in swak? lols.

anw the project titles for next year are out n i dunno wad to take. tobby, take structures for obvious reasons but they mark u low? or take geo which is kinda fun n theyre kinda lenient nowadays especially with kodikara n can get derek n eric to help us too? or take water which the previous projects especially tim fletcher's one was kinda tough but at least the topics offered rings a bell? i didnt even bother looking at the transport one though cause its transport but then again i like yibing cos u can copy from somewhere n he wont know n he'll still give u quite high marks. n i kinda hate this individual research n report thing diu.

drove around without a license for the whole aftrnn just cause i forgot to take my wallet out. risky. lols.

how how how.

2010-01-07T00:02:00.002+11:00

theres all this thing about the usage of allah being hyped up by the media nowadays n everyone knows that the ruling coalition controls the media. n everyone knows wad they are trying to achieve. racial tension. repeat of may 13. read the real version of events on malaysiakini archive. not the fake propaganda we hav in our sejarah textbooks. i think it was malaysiakini or some online website forgot alr ask praveen. n the online version is true cos i asked my parents bout it after i read it as well. anw back to the allah issue.

"I give you 1 more analogy, something you can better relate to. You have a ruling coalition called Barisan National (BN). Under this coalition, you have UMNO, MCA & MIC. Different channels, but they report to the same boss, BN. Under UMNO, you have Najib as the leader. Ong Ka Ting runs the MCA business and Samy sits on MIC's throne. So just TRY and imagine that Najib is Muhammad, Ong Ka Ting is Jesus and Samy is Abraham. And so this doesnt go wrong, you need to imagine that Najib doesn't control Barisan National. It's probably an Agong - just imagine ok.

So now, you cannot say that MCA followers cannot call their boss, Agong, because UMNO followers also call their boss, Agong. If MCA followers call their boss Agong, then it might confuse the UMNO followers. Same boss, HELLO?!

And with all due respect, i cant compare God to a boss - simply a terrific understatement but just so we can all relate.

I believe, and i believe everyone will second, that if you are a commited Muslim, or Malay. You can very well differentiate a Bible vs a Quran, a Church vs a Mosque, a Priest vs an Imam to name just a few examples.

So by explaining this to the Malays, they might probably understand the dynamics between these religions because trust me - do not over-estimate them - they might not be aware. And i also refer to alot of Christians in the country. I've heard Christians say that converting to Islam leads you to hell and how all Muslims are terrorist - now fuck that. Same boss my friends, its what you're more comfortable with and how you want to communicate with God. Ultimately, Islam or Christianity of Jew, they worship the same God."

nicely put. =)

2010-01-06T00:33:00.002+11:00

5th of jan. last day of christmas. my fav christmas song this year happy birthday jesus. it used to be rudolph then silver bells then away in a manger then christmas isnt christmas then a thousand candles then christmas is christmas then happy birthday jesus. =)

happy birthday jesus

im so glad its christmas

all the tinsel and lights

and the presents are nice

but the real gift is you.

happy birthday jesus

im so glad its christmas

all the carols and bells

make the holiday swell

and its all about you

happy birthday jesus

jesus i love you.

n happy new year. so fast 2010 alr.

im a confused lil boy.

2009-12-24T14:32:00.006+11:00

since i last blogged

been to the airport more times than a taxi driver maybe
been to damai n cultural village more times than a taxi driver definitely
been touring around kch in general
arsene wenger blasts mick mccarthy when he's doing the same thing. so is fergie n benitez n everyone else.
being home for the least amount of time per day for hols ever.
learnt wedding dress n pgydyd.

so sad the lil boys who got sucked up by quicksand. 4 of them all brothers. so sad for the parents lah.

sunburnt

"I wish that the world embraces God. For those who still doubt, look at yourself in the mirror. Think about every cell that runs in your body, how every organ works with every organ in your body. Think about sex - how good that feels. Look at the trees. Look at the night & day, the earth & water - how they are perfectly in harmony. Look at the flora and the fauna - the millions of species discovered & yet to be discovered. Think about all the layers of earth & layers of air. Think about re-generation. Think about growing up. Think about the human brain. Think about your 5 senses.

YOU SERIOUSLY THINK ALL THAT JUST EXISTED FROM A FUCKING EXPLOSION?!?!

Now think about the human brain - fucking think about how smart and intelligent you are. Think about your analytical skills - how you react and make decisions in crucial situations. Think about your emotions, your emphaty. Think about the conscience in you, like an angel that reminds you that its not right, when you're stealing or cheating or doing something wrong.

YOU SERIOUSLY THINK ALL THAT CAME FROM MONKEYS?!?!?

Believe in God."

got that from somewhere n thats a good way of looking at it. =)

the best thing bout that note is that i din expect it. n its still where u ppl stuck it. lols. should hav been signed off as vee n dee right. =)

2009-12-13T10:23:00.002+11:00

Blogging from my phone for the first time ever thanks to unused mobile internet quota n im alr at the airport waiting to board. Its kinda wasting my batt but who cares right. I wonder if this actly comes out smaller or wad. N i havent been online for so long n hav just been busy for the past few days n all.

Managed to stick to my plan of packing all night n doing wadever needs to be done n i havent slp yet but im alr feeling kinda tired now n im ready to just slp on the plane. N all this without the help of caffeine. I think wine or rather alcohol is my caffeine but then again that was a nice bottle of red n another crap one that romesh chose lols.

N i actly managed to bring my targeted amount of kilos back. N funnily i see maoli on the same flight again. We've been on the same flight here n back this year. Lols. N her sis is sooo cute omg.

Third in ur age category in aus is not bad lah. But we humans are just too greedy. Lols.

Im getting bored. N the match sigh.

2009-12-04T16:52:00.005+11:00

i was just calculating my marks n i realised that in the 2 subjects that i got d i got 50 sth for my exams only. which is y i got so low. diu. but then again those 2 are the harder subjects higher failure rate one. n the subject that i thought i would get 100 in the exam i actly got only 90 in the exam so it means that i din get my 90 overall mark. diu.

this shit is so nice. this shit costs 700. diu.

this shit is even nicer. tried a similar jacket on a ck today. it costs 578. diu. anybody wanna buy me a xmas present? lols.

2009-12-03T20:46:00.001+11:00

results out. still on course for my first class. =) otherwise its pretty crap.

2009-12-03T19:41:00.007+11:00

boxes to pack. enough for a year hor. lols.

was packing when i found this. made my day. yay. u know who u are.

should hav seen the look on the girl who saw me walk out of that change room. =)

i actly really thought we could fin that in one night. 72 was too much it seemed. blame the glenfiddich.

a good guitar can stand on its own right. lols.

u know those ppl who dress in white shirt n black trousers n black name tag who call themselves sth fancy but i call them part of a cult. i seem to attract those ppl n i used to talk to them n then lie along the way. now i just wave my hand n look away. =)

results coming out tonight. sigh.

2009-11-28T19:12:00.002+11:00

i opened my email today n whoa theres this invitation to join twitter. a lil late but i might just cos i can use it on the go now if i want to if i get it. n then my mind drifted straight away to this article i read some time ago. twitter makes u hav a short concentration span cos of the 160 characters limit. that same article mentioned that facebook increases ur concentration span. so in other words, use twitter n ur brain becomes slower. lols.

im still considering. lou gan was it sth like that. =)

2009-11-13T00:56:00.001+11:00

im late im late im late.

yesterday. shall. be. known. as. the. 12th. of. november. anniversary. =)

drinks and books. books and drinks. more drinks than books. less books than drinks.

2009-11-11T15:30:00.004+11:00

robert enke was the guy i always used to buy in cm97/98. n he's dead.

in other news, i was just minding my own business today n then there's this fly that came n disturb me. it was soo big i din know initially whet it was a fly or a bee. n it was just annoying so i proceeded to hunt it down with the rural road design book i borrowed from the lib. after 45 mins or so i made it pengsan n broke one wing. n cos it was so big i din wan to squeeze it dead n hav a lot of fly juice come out. so i was looking for a lighter at home. couldnt find a lighter n when i opened the cupboard i saw superglue. =)

superglue is good cos it traps the fly n its flammable so i can find another safe fire source.

the pic doesnt do it justice. it was damn big n hairy k. diu.

during. it was still moving when i burned it. hahaha.

after. n i realised it became sort of like a cocoon after being burnt.

2009-11-09T22:15:00.005+11:00

" Sometimes you love someone, and it’s right. You tell them, they tell you, you kiss, you are together. Those are some lucky moments. Most of the time though, your feelings turn out to be inconvenient. The one you love is ‘just’ a friend, already taken, or has no interest in you whatsoever. Your feelings are stuck in your stomach, your exclamations don’t leave your head and you fear you’ll burst with the thunderstorms you’re keeping inside.

Then again, most of the time, you are by yourself, single. Your life is good, you love your work and friends and family – but sometimes you feel alone. The thing is, you probably are loved, at a distance, by someone you have no interest in whatsoever or someone you look upon as ‘nothing more’ than a friend.

So this is a simple reminder to people everywhere that silently, they are loved ♥ "

i stole that off somebody cos i cant write like that cos im not deep enough. =)

2009-11-09T18:20:00.002+11:00

berlin celebrates 20th anniversary of the fall of the berlin wall. while typing that i thought of sth. to all those lovers out there, theres no such thing as 6mths anniversary or wadever months. save those for the years.

tiger woods is in melb. n he's staying at crown. let's go find him and take a pic. =) apparently he's paid 3 mil just to play at the aus open this time.

diu. so bloody hot.

2009-11-09T12:36:00.004+11:00

wad a shit piece of refereeing. a goal from a non existent free kick and then the foul on brown n drogba was offside. 3 wrong decisions in how many seconds n they couldnt see it. before that i thought it would either hav been a draw or we might hav just nicked it ok. n the ref made wrong decisions against both teams throughout the match. too bad he din make a wrong decision against them for us to score. n rooney flagged offside in the 5th min when he wasnt.

i bloody hate john terry always going to the ground n then trying to get the opponent to fall also by wadever method. like the one against valencia in the box. refs seem to think its legal but it really puts the player off balance n everything. oh n the ref forgot to add 30 secs at the end for the alex substitution.

3 things i like bout the match was

1. our midfield looked better than theirs. maybe cos of having 5 in there but i think its more cos of having ando n fletch in there.

2. brown n evans won every ball that they pumped into the defence. except one when brown was fouled. i was initially worried when vidic wasnt starting.

3. rooney looked better than drogba n everyone's been saying how drogba is so good this season. lols.

n the commentator still talk about us not replacing ronaldo n tevez. idiots. we're not going to replace ronaldo n tevez was just almost non existent last season.

i still think its our league to lose this season though.

on a side note, check this out.

2009-11-08T20:23:00.004+11:00

i opened my balcony door today for like 5 seconds to put my hand out n see wad the weather was like. when i closed the door i heard a fly buzzing around. diu. 5 secs open so small also can fly in.

westfield's ad for this spring/summer is so similar to myer's one last spring/summer.

check it out. =)

i love safeway shopping.

i bought a russell hobbs kettle today. damn kick ass look good kettle yay. cos when my mum came she said my kettle not healthy. n i shall consider it as an investment since i use my kettle everyday n a plastic one wont cut it. i love my new kettle. =)

lets bring the bridge down. my sis said she has this feeling we're going to win tonight. 2 sundays ago she had this feeling we were going to lose during dinner. let's hope she's right. this season's league title is shaping up to be pretty interesting.

2009-11-07T21:47:00.002+11:00

last night i dreamed that someone said dont worry ill teach u the whole song. n i said ok. can u tell me wads the first note of the bridge first then i can go figure it out. n she said d. hmmm.

n then i dreamt i was in the train n then some inspectors came n asked for my ticket. n i realised my wallet wasnt in my pocket n thought someone stole it n he let me go. then i found my wallet n he was beside me and i showed him my ticket expire at 5pm n it was 505pm. n he wanted to fine me n i argued with him. n the physically assaulted me and i asked for his name n he din wan to show me his badge but i saw sth like ahmoda jt mousda. sth like that. funny.

n just now when i was coming home i heard this 3 girls talking behind me at the traffic light.

"the steps are not easy oh. look at his steps. ..... tango quickstep..."

n i turned around. lols.

i caught u looking over dinner. =)

safeway chicken is not bad. or maybe i was just hungry.

i wish i wish i wish. i can only wish.

2009-11-01T00:46:00.004+11:00

ronaldo says that he would love to hav rooney there at madrid. i dont see that happening though. unless fergie says ok cos rooney suddenly goes for all the glitz n glamour n booze n wadever. lols.

i saw today again wad i saw in mx few weeks back. some guy was left on his balcony dead for a few days cos neighbours thought he was a halloween decoration. he was just sitting in a chair with a gunshot wound in his head. omg.

i must be the most relaxed exam period student. need more urgency.

sis: u not studying tonight?

me: no.

sis: why?

me: lazy.

sis: lazy? thats it?

me: yea. =)

went to exam on fri n was rosarying in the train. then i realised i forgot to check my seat no n the room. so i called my friend and asked him n he thought i was too free call for fun. lols. first time i go without knowing my seat number. n usually he's behind me but this time theres a nigger btwn us. =)

spurs are soo unlucky. lols. mark clattenburg and robin van persie's faces so 欠打. =)

i sort of like the rain. when its not during winter so its not that cold and when i don hav bags and when im sort of on my way home. lols.

i had 2 dreams last night. sigh. sigh. sigh.

2009-10-29T11:45:00.003+11:00

last night i found out that a lil bit of coffee at dinner can get me to stay awake till god knows when. i think i was lying in bed still awake at 3 or 4. crazy.

i had this thought today that if i just simply go through the linear regression analysis and instead study for roads then i can still do well in investigation tmr thanks to assignment marks. ill give that more thought.

exam meal seems to be spicy chicken ribs. =)

is that it? =)

2009-10-24T21:38:00.004+11:00

looks like someone finally got his socks right.

ok maybe not. no points for guessing who there. lols. at least he's wearing them the right way down now. lols.

studying road and then i came across this pic in one of the lecture slides. =)

its this lil things in life that makes us happy. love the sunset. =)

rudyard kipling said

If you can keep your head when all about you

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

2009-10-20T00:19:00.002+11:00

last assignment handed in today. yay. last few days was actly quite fun having some things to do. lols.

She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
Winter's gone and I still can't sleep
Summer's on the way
At least that's what they say
But these clouds won't leave

Walk away
Barely breathing
As I'm lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you're leaving
I don't need it anymore

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

Now spring has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

Someone help me
Cuz the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long

what memory? the memory.

2009-10-01T23:17:00.005+10:00

emailed my lecturer bout some assignment n he replied "i'm one conference leave overseas. please contact the tutors." diu. reply email also cannot is it. not like on conference leave cannot reply email lah.

6565 egg. its just sooo nice. translucent. n when u break it the yolk flows out n then stops. its like half liquid half solid but not like that. lols.

浦公英的约定好难喔.

2009-09-23T22:38:00.004+10:00

apparently there's some new virus that infects ur computer n stays dormant until u visit some credit or banking websites. then it steals information. so smart hor.

i was sitting in uni that day early in the morning when i saw this guy ride his bike n put it at the bike stand n walk into campus centre to dunno where. he din chain his bike so i asked my friend "do u wanna steal a bike?" n then i realised the girl in the next table was looking at me n laughing smiling sort of. lols.

i was so sad the other day when i saw this.

i was so sad lah. cant get into facebook n keep trying after that. lols.

locked myself out of my house today. sigh. without my jacket n my wallet. lols. n it took me like 15 mins to realise when i wanted to take my guitar pick. lols.

screw all those ppl who hav 2 weeks hols.

2009-09-22T21:44:00.003+10:00

somebody show me a picture of 海低椰 pls. lols. or at least tell me wad it is in english. =)

was early for lecture the other day. first person in the lecture theatre. thats a first for me.

fun fact: the time from south yarra to armadale by train = champagne supernova.

hols coming woohoo. tests n assignments after hols. sigh.

these things used to be all so easy n now its like not happening at all. sigh.

at dinner just now i saw an insect in my drink. knowing chinatown, u know if u tell them theyll just take it away take the insect out n give u the same drink, i just used a spoon to scoop it out n put it on the empty plate n asked them for another plate. n i know they saw the insect. lols.

i was looking through my phone n email the other day. n i realised that u just tend to communicate with different ppl at diff times. like they come in bursts. n it follows some order. n it took my so long to find the trash folder.

thanks to everyone for the wishes. facebook, msgs, calls etc.

no hot water 10-1 tmr. diu.

im a lazy boy. im a sad boy. =)

2009-09-21T00:40:00.002+10:00

omg. wad a match. dunno wad the hell was rio doing man. experienced centreback should know to shield the ball from tevez n don do that sort of shit in the last min. omg. i was standing for that last free kick feeling it go in n then rooney fluffed it. lols. 3 assists for giggs. =)

my ankle feels funny. got stepped on 3 times today n i kicked sth some more.

must hav been really hungry yest or safeway chicken tastes really good.

i see a lot of sore arse losers on facebook. did they lose tonight? hmmm. =)

connex seems more concerned at delivering trains not taking passengers on time than trains that actly go somewhere. n the royal melb show doesnt help. screws up the trains man.

i like to know wads going on in ur life. =)

watch the next derby? =)

2009-09-16T21:29:00.002+10:00

i strained my neck for almost a week now. diu.

theres free bbq tmr yay. i love bbq. n i love free food. =)

theres this guy who did not design sth n only build it n when sth goes wrong he gets sued. n the designer could not be found. n someone else who build sth else related couldnt be sued cos he didnt hav insurance. lols.

lesson learnt

1. dont get insurance.

2. if ure going to design sth dodgy make sure u disappear after that. =)

im starting to get excited. im starting to get crushed.

2009-09-14T23:37:00.002+10:00

wad is wrong with kanye west. omg. taylor swift is a poor girl.

wad is wrong with megan fox? idiot. lols. but then again the way michael bay reacted was just top class. smart n diplomatic.

woke up this morning n opened up facebook to see my sarajane write federer just hit the best shot of his life. yes i do go facebook first thing in the morning sometimes n i was thinking best shot meh. he hav so many good shots. halfway through my tute doing assignment someone posted the link on youtube so i watched. best shot indeed. n nadal not in the final yay.

wake up early tmr for the final.

2009-09-13T02:13:00.004+10:00

i just realised that my bluetooth has been left turned on for 5 hrs. no wonder battery drain so fast diu.

now would hav been the perfect time but yea.

i was walking past this coffee place that day and through my headphones i heard the waitress ask two customers as she was serving them "do u smell something?" "burnt toast." i said subconciously after one sniff. then she looked at me n said ure right. lols. so awkward i just smiled n kept walking after that.

that is some crap umbrella. =) or lets just all blame the wind. i hate the wind in melb lah. blow my hair till so messy. piss me off.

hoegaarden. hoegaarden. hoegaarden.

kilkenny? kilkenny? kilkenny? hmmm.

2009-09-08T22:39:00.003+10:00

the difference that a day could make. f me. some things should nvr be left undone.

so we were all slugging away at our assignment today. n the first 2 questions were all bout proving some equations. n then tonight i find an email from the lecturer saying attached are solutions to the first 2 questions. it is ok to not include them in the report. lols.

just to get my mind off things.

just handed in assignments. just got more assignments. just had more deadlines next week.

900 in 7 is rather a lot. sigh.

on his way to the airport. the difference a day could make.

2009-09-08T00:13:00.000+10:00

im sweating n im shivering. =)

2009-09-07T23:32:00.003+10:00

i woke up 45 mins early this morning so that i can catch the 15 mins earlier train allowing some time to procrastinate n wadever. n then when the tram was at collins some guy came up ask the tram driver whether the tram goes wherever n missed the green. n the train left 10 seconds early so i actly missed it n watched it leave. n the next train was delayed. f me. next time find out where u wanna go before u get on the train n waste ppl's time lah diu.

my lecturer showed us 2 videos today. from the vhs. n it works n its typical vhs with all those white lines across a bit. lols. n it showed landslide which can just occur anytime under u. lols.

im trying to drain my phone batt but its not draining. call ppl n talk also batt remain constant. do wadever also refuse to drain.

just ate half a kilo of damn big n juicy n sweet strawberries. so full now can die. lols.

omg. so chio. =)

2009-09-07T00:18:00.004+10:00

i hate quiet weekends. lols.

best souffle ever. lols.

i love the place at monash where u get 8 bucks put all u can on a plate place. lols. i couldnt even finish it. =)

n the food is nice some more. =)

one thing i hate bout the snow leopard is that they try to combine mac n windows together. by default they open .doc with pages n then when u work on it n save it they only let u save it with .pages so ur friends with windows cant open it. lols. sneaky lil cunts. but the wallpapers r nice n everything else is good though. =)

oh n u do not open a bottle with a capo. my capo doubles up as a bottle opener though. just not this way. =)

wad am i getting myself into? lols.

im getting cranky. i think its cos its late. lols.

2009-09-04T00:42:00.001+10:00

i like how i know exactly wad u changed. lols.

wad was supposed to be a go down for a while take my bag thing turned out to take so much longer. this alex lah. refuse to go home. lols.

to tweet or not to tweet. lols.

2009-09-03T23:09:00.002+10:00

in this business u leave ur egos at the door when u come in. some ppl hav more ego than ability. =)

theres this poll done where it shows that in a long term relationship 4 out of 10 women will cheat on their partners. 3 out of 10 men will cheat on their partners. n they say the guys r the bad ones. lols.

i really pushed it very close to the limit. i wonder how much further i could hav gone. lols.

i like how its all jumbled up thoughts. i like how its all so emo. i like how if you read this you'd know that it's u.

i like how i know that uve changed that paragraph. lols.

im quite perasan actly. =)

2009-09-01T22:10:00.003+10:00

slpt at 1130 last night woke up at 830 today n still felt so tired. i think tonight ill slp at 10 sth or 11 again. =)

oh this is going to be tight. i don wanna get a od penalty. lols.

i just realised what a dangerous game im playing. omg.

2009-08-30T16:57:00.003+10:00

woke up at 630. went for a drive. reached home at 130. saw some of those bush fire areas on the way n it looks way more eerie than it is on tv or anth. its just acres of black ground n black tree trunks.

came home watched the match. quite a good match. din play well but still won. n i didnt fall aslp. n then wake up early today again. i think im going to slp early tonight. lols.

this is for ppl like alexeo who said rooney dived no contact. lols.

a flying bird shit on me. n the shit fell into my shirt on my neck. so chun into the hole. wad are the chances. which reminds me the clothes are still in the washing machine havent wash yet diu. i knew i forgot sth.

yay.

2009-08-24T23:33:00.003+10:00

this is slowly taking over my life. omg. oh n pls don speculate. ask me if u really wanna know. lols.

mac os x snow leopard. available 28th august. $29 only including shipping. lols. din expect it to be so cheap.

one assignment after another. sigh. just had to hand in 2 today. another 2 was just given out today. with the other 2 outstanding. n i realised everyone's been talking bout their mid sem test n my lecturers havent mentioned anth yet. apparently my tests are during week 11. like wth? lols.

我知道你我都没有错，只是忘了怎么退后。

i know a lost cause when i see one. =(

2009-08-24T22:09:00.005+10:00

"All of that, somehow links with the fact that most of my posts on this blog are emotional, whiny, and abstract. Its emotional because I want people to know how I feel, its whiny because I want people to know what I want, and its abstract on purpose because I know a section of my readers would hopefully understand it, without me being overly and unnecessarily direct to that specific few. So yes, some of my abstract posts, might have been about you afterall."

that last bit is sooo true. n i think everyone uses it. lols.

in chronological order.

the bloody smelly monster for dinner. lols.

n while the monster is in the pot, y not do some geoengineering n over the phone discussion with some hoegaarden. lols.

"I used to do this in a class like this. Get a balloon and fill it with coarse sand and attach a pipette to the end filled with water. Give it to anyone and ask them so squirt the water at you by squeezing the balloon. The water level will decrease. Go try it yourself. Go home, get some balloons and try it. Or some condoms if you don't have any balloons. You people probably have condoms and not have balloons anyway."

lols.

this whole post is plagiarised one way or another. =)

2009-08-23T20:31:00.002+10:00

its quite a different weekend for me. stayed at home doing my assignments. now i feel so restless. lols.

the power lines went out

and i am all alone

but i dont really care at all

not answering my phone

all the games you played

the promises you made

h i j k

wad do u care?

h is not there

i do not care.

i could do with some hoegaarden. actly anth will do. =)

2009-08-22T17:18:00.005+10:00

my sis told me last night that she's going to steve madden today. cos they hav this sale there n her friend bought a pair of shoes for 7.50. i was thinking prob some shit pair of flats or some uncomfortable pair of heels. so she asked me wanna go or not i said see how.

so today i got stuck with my work so i decided to go check out the steve madden sale. oh so its a closing down sale i thought. seen a lot of those n they weren't very impressive. then when i was looking around i saw this pair of shoes.

n then i thought ive been looking for these white pair of leather shoes for a yr or more now maybe ill get those in cream. it wrote there 49.95. take a further 50% off. since theres a lot more pairs i thought about it first. went back at 430 n wanted to buy them left 2 more pairs. got one pair went to the counter.

"how much are these?"

"seven-fifty."

"okay. ill get em."

its actually 7.48 though. lols. best shit ever. this pair of leather shoes is comfy and it costs less than half the price of my volleys. lols. sale ends tmr btw. =)

just to get my mind off some things. =)

"i bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance and she'll say yes."

2009-08-22T00:09:00.002+10:00

my itunes seem to know me well. put it on shuffle. first 8 songs.

1. mad world

2. miserable at best

3. down

4. 蒲公英的约定

5. the last song

6. 爱错

7. 我不配

8. it ends tonight

emo session. im tired. in more ways than one.

2009-08-21T17:44:00.002+10:00

omg. screw this shit.

my phone died on me. need to send to repair.

my watch died on me. send to repair?

hope my computers don die on me.

my hope died on me? lols.

i think i found out more than i should today. but its through this that we grow. was supposed to do work but ended up finding out bout some ppl. jk. lols.

telstra guy just called. annoying ppl but theyre just doing their job.

i told my friend to learn to let go of some today. it didnt concern me though. just helping out. but maybe i should let go as well? lols.

im sure some of this doesnt make sense to anyone. n even if it does then uve probably get it wrong. shouldnt try to piece anth tgt though cos that wont work.

emo time. =)

emo time =)

2009-08-20T15:57:00.002+10:00

You say it with a smile on your face,
that he is just a friend.
But your eyes were filled with tenderness.

The jealousy I felt was so strong,
you would never know how it felt.
Only if you understood how I felt,
for Jealousy is my strongest weakness.

Knowing that I'm not good enough for you,
makes me weaker than I could ever imagine.

The "us", wasn't just me and you.

I think too much, that's what you'd say.
But, only if you had loved me with all your heart.
I think too much, that's also what I'd say.
For that's the only reason I have to console my insecure soul.

You were not at fault for this to not work out,
I am.
For letting myself to fall this deep for you, too deep.
When I knew I shouldn't had done so in the first place.

I think too much, is still what I'd say.
For that's the only explanation I can come up with,
to comfort my lost soul and to mend my broken heart.

You were not a mistake.
Never was, never will.
I would like to think like wise for myself.
The only mistake I made,
was to allow myself to fall this deep for you.
Too deep.
And now, I will need to climb back up.
All by myself.

2009-08-18T00:55:00.003+10:00

signed into msn 3 times in a week after my long exile due to peer pressure. lols.

papercut on my thumb from a friend's file while getting my bottle. diu.

"i panggang ur dog lah"

"huh? panggang? wad does that mean?"

"bbq lols"

"omg. cant believe u say that. ure so mean"

"u wan small dog wad"

"i was thinking panggang is the wings"

lols. my friend doesnt know panggang. n she thinks dogs hav wings. lols.

2009-08-16T02:10:00.005+10:00

u know those pink flowers that u usually get during chinese new year. the fake ones that they sell in msia. these ones.

theres one btwn caulfield n carnegie. n its alr blooming. spring!

watched the ugly truth n its nice cos it got me thinking. lols. n gerard butler is soo hot omg. lols.

real orgasm or fake?

you'll never know.

i thought i heard lets start again. wads happening to me?

just signed into msn the other day due to peer pressure. lols.

missed assumption mass today. maybe thats why. sigh.

a pleasant surprise. make that two. =)

2009-08-14T21:25:00.004+10:00

theres this 2 ppl at the entrance of chinatown djing with their set. with macbook and all. theyre probably doing it for fun considering that they hav their own keyboard n everything.

it takes 7 hrs to go to tasmania from melbourne using the spirit of tasmania ship. can fly to singapore in that time lah. lols.

my lunch today is more expensive than my dinner. n i ate sandwich for lunch. but that new sandwich bar at monash is sooo bloody good i tells ya. been eating there all week. they put drugs inside to get u hooked lols.

resting at home on a fri night. wad a change.

hate my sore throat. cant eat and drink. need to watch wad goes in.

epl starts tmr again. whee.

need to iron my shirts.

2009-08-13T16:07:00.001+10:00

when lecture gets boring. =)

n everyone was from class. lols.

2009-08-11T20:49:00.003+10:00

a bunch of basil at coles is $1.75. a bunch of basil at safeway is $2.95. the queue at coles is 20 times longer than that at safeway at 5 sth yest. f me. thats not an exaggeration. probably an understatement.

went to collect my leather jacket from cleaning today. the cost of cleaning a leather jacket 2 and a half times equals to the cost of a brand new leather jacket. f me.

brilliant photo. =) did this during probability lecture this morning. screw probability.

today is a winding road, tell me where to start

and tell me something i don't know whoa

today i'm on my own, i can't move a muscle

and i can't pick up the phone, i don't know

i tried to read between the lines

i tried to look in your eyes

i want a simple explanation

of what i'm feeling inside

i gotta find a way out

maybe there's a way out

2009-08-10T20:26:00.004+10:00

ive got this friend who supports aston villa. he's not alston. he's some abc. he talks up villa's chances and talks down man utd's chances like as if villa is going to win the league. further proof of aussies knowing nth bout fball.

of bodychecks and lost trophies. and shit referees as well.

been to so many nvr been before and brilliant food places. and this one even gives certs for every peking duck they serve. lols.

need to start cleaning up.

need to start throwing rubbish.

need to start getting used to it.

applications open now for post of erich's gf. send ur applications in to my email. =)

2009-08-07T17:08:00.003+10:00

a certain lil boy by the name of alexeo called me yest when i was in class. ask me to meet him then i saw this lil boy below the stairs. lols. n he ate the famous peri peri there. at one point he said "so many ppl. so busy like a shopping mall." lols. this is not caulfield man. this is the coolest campus. =) n u ppl come to clayton in the wrong week lah. lols.

when u bump into someone ure wrong. when someone bumps into u ure wrong. wad sort of a world do we live in. sigh.

i used the shuttle bus for the first time in my life today.

i took down a wall in an instant. i havent build it back up yet.

weather's crazy its so bloody cold n windy. =(

2009-08-06T22:26:00.003+10:00

damn i hate this wind. 120 kph tonight with hail n showers. hear them howling man.

ive been going out everyday of the week but its the last week so its ok lah.

this is why u don leave ur facebook signed in when botak aka tobby is around.

this year's winter is not that cold compared to previous years.

ive got a damn cough. think i wont stick around for long tmr.

my facebook upcoming bdays section is getting kinda full. lols.

2009-08-04T19:01:00.004+10:00

le canotier. =)

its not very comforting when u wash 2 of ur jeans tgt. if sth goes wrong u lose 2 jeans n a fair bit of money. lols.

this is the emo season man. so many ppl emo.

"2am and she calls me cause im still awake

can u help me unravel my latest mistake

i dont love him

winter just wasnt my season."

ive been spending this whole week detoxing. 2 days into the week so far. lols.

brilliant marinara. =)

2009-07-31T02:30:00.003+10:00

today it was raining. n i happened to be in the mood to be a bit wet. so i walked under the rain to get some food n waited outside n then walked back. all the time avoiding the shelters just so i can get wet. sometimes we just do this things right. lols.

no class again tmr. n my bro was just asking me "why u every wed n fri no class one? wad course u doing?" lols.

tea instead of zao. detox. =)

梁静茹说只能这样抱着你...

夜里传来雨的声音轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

爱情需要一些呼吸偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音

你还爱我吗一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗

感情的路总让人好无助我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

你还爱我吗一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你你还爱我吗

plagiarised. so chun lah. so applicable. =)

2009-07-29T22:49:00.005+10:00

there's this 4gb mp3 player for sale at aldi for 30 bucks. no risk involved. its just like buying michael owen. n owen's looking good so far. =)

"sometimes the person that makes you the happiest in life will be the one to make you the saddest in life."

"the best kind of love is when you have no expectations at all."

wads with all this emo ppl on facebook. getting quotes from their statuses. lols.

christine. ive got another one sitting in the fridge too. le canotier. =)

i was told mumsu/momu ball is on the same day as when the melbourne med ball is usually held. lols. n in the process i realised i have a comp coming up on my bday n that really sux. that means no big night out the night before. =(

2009-07-28T23:00:00.004+10:00

my sis knows me sooo well she can tell when im lying. or she can just tell anth. not many others come close. i dont think anyone has gained that ability recently. n i think some ppl may hav lost that ability recently. its all down to how much time u spend with ppl. n i realised ive been underusing my cap quite a lot.

i need to be careful where i step. wad i get myself into omg.

i dunno wad to do.

"You might find it fruitful to take a walk or otherwise break free of your constraints. Expect fresh ideas and new connections to develop."

thats wad my horoscope says.

argh damnit. talk a walk or break free. wad if i don wan to? lols. speaking of which, life's like that. just get on with it. sigh.

my lecturer today gave us this question. ive heard it before i think in 21.

someone gives u 3 doors behind one of which has a car. you are asked to choose at random which door to open. he then opens one of the doors which you did not choose and reveals that behind that door is not the car. he then offers you the option of changing your choice to the other door. should you change your choice or stick to your original choice. and why? =)

he left us without the answer n thats wad i hate the most. u know that feeling of not knowing sth. its like telling a story halfway. so i was thinking bout it in the train all the way home from uni but i got distracted as well. hav cg in the train wad. lols. i got the answer in the end when i came home n drew everything out though. lols.

"the person you end up needing the most is the one you swore you never wanted in the first place."

2009-07-27T21:43:00.003+10:00

slpt at 1030 last night n woke up at 930 this morn. actly i fell aslp with everything on n my bro turned off my light for me. thought i would hav been pretty refreshed this morning but no. still so tired. i think ill slp early tonight again. must hav been cos i havent been slping enough for the past 2 weeks or sth. lols. n i need to do some serious detoxing n clean my room n start doing some shit for uni. lols.

who's going to the mumsu/momu ball?

this morning in the train there were 2 indians/pakistanis/srilankans/banglas wadever u wanna call them came into the train n sat 6 seats apart. is it part of their culture at that side of the world or wad. and then they started talking. damn loud lah. n for damn long some more. bloody hell. sit tgt n talk softer lah. i realised they were done talking bout 15-20 mins later when i heard one of them snore. omg.

deja vu all over again. omg.

how long does it take to destroy a structure that took years to build? it depends on how strong ur structure is. in the foundations n in the core n in the frames. now y would the ppl who build that building wan to bring it down? maybe they din wan it there in the first place. then y bring it down? cos maybe it blocked the view. maybe they had too much money n just din wan it there. y build it in the first place then? cos maybe they thought that was what they wanted initially n found out they din wan any obstacles there after all. its all very metaphorical aint it.

i just got the most omg msg today. tell me if u wanna know. no guarantee that ill tell though. lols.

2009-07-24T02:53:00.005+10:00

taste still there.

another two years maybe. maybe never. =)

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

a lil bit hard i reckon but yea. =)

2009-07-20T22:02:00.004+10:00

i rmbr seeing this last yr or sth when i was searching for pints n pilsners etc n i wanna try it one day. the yard glass.

definitely on my to do list. havent seen a lot of these glasses in melb though. theres a particular way to drink it so it doesnt spill. =)

facebook has been free on 3mobile for a while now. which means classes wont be that boring anymore. it means stalking has been brought to a whole new level. lols.

hols over n not in the mood for class yet. =(

2009-07-16T18:30:00.003+10:00

quote of the day: oh basile is ur real name.

right.

anw came home first thing i did was went to wes.

"wes will be closed from 430 pm aest 16/07/2009 to 12 pm aest 17/07/2009 due to maintenance."

diu.

oh n i feel obliged to post this. =)

before.

after.

yay. =)

故事

2009-07-14T20:15:00.003+10:00

i went to get my pertussis vaccination today n expected it to be a 15 min job. go in shoot the needle n go back out. after all i had an appointment alr right. but no i had to wait for 40 mins n then see the doc n he asked so many questions n kinda reluctant to just open the needle n stab me with it. asking things like do i know wad it is, arent i a bit too young to get it blah blah blah. i expected it to be like i tell him i need a vaccination. tell him someone close to me has it. n bang n we're done. at one point he asked

"do u smoke?"

"no."

"drink?"

i was thinking of saying social drinking. "a bit."

"once a week? once a month?"

"once a week." it was a blatant lie esp during the last week but it wasnt going to affect my jab right? lols.

"are u healthy? cos we're really injecting germs into u."

"errr. yeah."

so far no reaction n still going strong so its ok lah.

i just joined the skinny club noooo.

let me tell u ppl a story.

一天，有个小孩上数学课。他的眼睛超小，阴茎也超小。某人坐他对面，男女不说啦。她坐法就像男人，脚开得那么大（kangkang lah)。就像其他 steam kao kao 的小孩，他就流鼻血，头脑都想不通了。他上课的目的全都忘掉，眼睛也张开超大了。听说他看到白色的内裤，忽然觉得心血来潮。

lols. by popular demand. =)

2009-07-10T18:33:00.004+10:00

crown burns so much gas every night the simon show was made one of those nights. =)

slr nerds. this was the only pics i had from gold coast. pics on facebook by the rest i think. alex havent upload yet hor. carol also.

i had a funny funny dream last night. i dunno y. lols. really weird dream.

apparently facebook numbers are going down cos parents start using them as well. lols.

2009-07-08T19:14:00.002+10:00

went to gold coast n it is exactly wad u expected from gold coast. good fun. awesome weather awesome house awesome rides awesome company awesome everything. except for 1 small thing. i forgot to freaking pack my sunnies lah wad the hell. its not like forgetting to pack boardies where u can just buy there or sth. lols. anw going with 25 other ppl kinda felt like a sch trip. without the teachers. lols. n carol upload pics pls. =)

i was sitting in front of 2 old ladies in the train yest. u know those rich old ladies who look very happy sort of ppl. lols. n just listening to them speak their perfect english. its like they really speak the queen's english. lols. maybe i should attempt that one day. =)

hols finish next week. so fast lah.

2009-06-29T23:06:00.003+10:00

weather forecast for melbourne wed to sat: rain everyday.

weather forecast for gold coast wed to sat: sunshine everyday. but it gets kinda cold at night though.

im tired. wanna slp.

exams over. yay.

mission aborted

2009-06-26T10:36:00.002+10:00

i hereby declare project 365 dead.

ive been sick for about 3 days now n saying that i slp for 18 hrs a day is not an exaggeration. lols. n the only pics ill ever take in those conditions are the ceiling above me or the bed. n it feels like someone placed a brick on my head. lols.

my exams should hav been this aftrnn. sick or not its structures n its supposed to be the easiest or one of the easiest lah.

ooh. michael jackson died. n i found out on soccernet. wow.

i wan my exams to finish alr. sigh. seriously whos exams run for 2 and a half weeks. sigh. if spm 12 subjects i understand lah. mine only 4 subjects sigh.

go watch that. who would hav thought. hmmm.

2009-06-21T20:11:00.002+10:00

tevez leaving. well i liked tevez till he rejected the contract offer. surely he wan more money one. all those not treated well is just an excuse lah. i think he's going man city now. they hav money n he likes manchester. n he said he wont go liverfool out of respect for utd fans. or was it cos liverfool cant offer him enough money.

im bored. one more paper next mon. another 8 days to go. n so lazy to study. bored. bored. bored.

wads this i hear sime is here alr? so fast. lols.

2009-06-20T18:34:00.003+10:00

this is wad happens when u don do ur laundry often enough. or u don hav enough socks to do ur laundry that infrequent. u knew this was coming right. lols.

Project 365: Day 79, 19/06/2009

still can see the firethorn brand there some more. lols. from fos? =)

and then with a lil too many drinks ull end up slping at chillimalam. lols.

Project 365: Day 80, 20/06/2009

that was before the big throwing of chairs around. lols.

2009-06-19T19:11:00.006+10:00

Project 365: Day 76, 16/06/2009

my bro bought this that day n i realised its so msia lah. its wad my dad eats. n wad my grandfather used to it. lols. then i looked at the name. sound familiar leh. buatan msia. lols. n sth tells my its the same company as yeo's. full name for yeo's is yeo hup seng right. i think. lols.

Project 365: Day 77, 17/06/2009

was looking out my window that night n realised the sky so bright. then i rmbred australia vs japan match at mcg. lols.

this was wad it looked like after the match. n the sky was so hazy. could even smell the haze. din even know hav haze in aus. lols.

Project 365: Day 78, 18/06/2009

notice the grey patch in the horizon. thats actly in the city or towards altona area i think. n when i saw it i just rmbred wad my chem teacher in yr 12 said. if u look at the sky in the city from outside u see this yellow vapour in the air. thats the nitrogen pollution. lols. din think ill still be learning any bit of nitrogen cycle in 3rd yr but i am. lols.

and so my facebook exile ended today after a week n 42 hrs. lols. its actly quite rewarding to go on a facebook exile. the excitement u get from getting to log in again after a while is quite good. lols. self induced adrenaline. =)

i was studying my management paper n there was this line that struck out.

some decisions are not rational (eg. marriage)

lols. my lecturer always has those lil comments in his notes like that. but the paper was so hard i hope everyone found it as hard as i did. so my marks wont be so bad. i think can pass lah. hopefully a distinction. time to pray harder. a hd will be good. =) i need 80% in that paper to get hd. sigh. n i need 83% in my next paper to get hd. achievable but gotta study hard. lols.

i think nobody realised that in the paper on tues there was an error in the marks. the paper had 101%. lols. but i think ques 9 was suppposed to be 2 marks instead of 3. i don think theyll give 3 marks for a mcq question even though each mcq should be worth 5 marks or sth. they are just that hard. they give u 5 choices n u choose all correct answers. so if u think a is correct just write a. if u think a, b, e is correct then write that. if u think theres no answer then just write no answer. gives u 32 different possibilities but that question had 6 choices so thats 64 different possibilities.

i think the ranting is due to the tough paper i had today. lols.

2009-06-15T22:15:00.003+10:00

Project 365: Day 75, 15/06/2009

i dunno wads with me and apple recently but that time capsule so nice lah. functions wise i mean. after all nth beats apple at looks wise. lols.

while looking at that n browsing around their website i realised that apple took wad they called the new macbook 5 months ago, increased the processor speed from 2.4 ghz to 2.56 ghz, doubled the ram from 2 to 4 gb, included a firewire 800 port and a sd card slot and called it the 13 inch macbook pro. oh n the price stayed the same. bloody hell. when i wanted the 4gb ram that time it was so ex. hate these apple engineers. working overtime man. lols.

n all this while im supposed to be studying. apple fetish.

ive eaten up half my box of orange. n i just bought my crunchy peanut butter last weekend. about time. beats the smooth one anytime. i need some bravery. istillthinkfondlyveryoftenofthatnighttwoyearsago. =)

i don mind torres going to man utd. then tevez can go.

exam tmr. time to slp.

2009-06-14T15:01:00.007+10:00

Project 365: Day 70, 10/06/2009

i could do with one of this to complement my macbook. n the only thing stopping me is my current plan. sigh. but then again without my current phone ill most prob hav gotten the last iphone so it means i wont get this phone either way anw. sigh. anybody wanna get it for me? =) we trade phones lah. lols.

i am so sick of studying alr. prob cos my studying is going on schedule. i wanna go on facebook alr but im keen on seeing out my one week off facebook mission. 3 days n 9 hrs to go i think. lols. n ive also been off msn for about 2 weeks now. lols. this is like the biggest cyber isolation period ever for me.

Project 365: Day 71, 11/06/2009

so ronaldo celebrated with paris hilton for his would be transfer to real madrid. lols. look at the star at her ass. =)

Project 365: Day 72, 12/06/2009

i was studying my lecture presentations n there was this face down at the bottom of the screen. n i thought i saw it expand n become smaller. one of those animations. so i ended up looking at it for 3 minutes to realise that i was probably studying too hard. lols.

Project 365: Day 73, 13/06/2009

on my way home yest i realised that there was a wsud just outside my place. n grated pits on the ground as well. lols. other signs of good studying. n while i was studying all those biofilters n wastewater treatment i was thinking of how i could use it to filter my fish pond water. lols.

Project 365: Day 74, 14/06/2009

unable to resist the mandarin oranges temptation at vic mart. lols. chinese new year came early. speaking of coming early, the snow came early to the mountains this year. as of 2 weeks ago or sth the snow was good enough for skiing alr. thats like a month early. lols. n its getting colder every year. waiting for it to snow in the city? =)

im still feeling my strained ligament. its been 9 weeks alr eh. but i can feel it going away in a while more lah. maybe 3 more weeks. thats wad happens when u don let it rest. i was telling my sis that day i need to go see doc so long alr n she say ligament strain memang take long time one. n i said 6 weeks lah. footballers take 6 weeks. but thats with physio n rest hor. lols.

i dreamt sth bout tigers last night. cant rmbr wad but i think they werent very friendly. =)

i bought a 250g buku of butter from aldi on wed. i finished it on friday. thats like roughly 83.3333g of butter a day. at that rate ill most prob get fat. eating saturated fat like staple food.

the sun's out now. n today wasnt that cold yay.

The University of Oxford: in the finals for the philosophy exam, the question was "What is bravery?"

He answered with two words, "This is."

source: melsara.blogspot.com

that answer is like so brilliant lah can. showed bravery. lols.

what is bravery?

2009-06-11T19:07:00.006+10:00

so man utd hav accepted an 80mil pound bid for ronaldo. again brilliant by ferguson. din sell him last season so we can get another season out of him n then sell him this season for a slightly higher price than we could hav last season.

its about time to sell him too. ferguson started playing him as striker last season mainly cos he was so lazy to track back. n he just pouts when decisions go against him. better to build the squad around rooney than ronaldo right. n ask any man utd fan and theyll tell u theyre tired of his wan to stay don wan to stay talk.

but then again theres no denying that he's a brilliant player. n that means we'll be a bit short on the wings. so we'll see who fergie signs. i hav this feeling that the deal was done in mid season. n that another deal has been done with some other player to come. we'll see. lols. n now that he's gone i expect tevez to stay. we cant lose both players. n i expect us to play better as well.

my paper went alright i guess. can get hd lah. it was the rosary that made it alright i tells ya. n just when i was finishing up n wanted to leave the person said 10 mins left nobody is allowed to leave. anw. its the next 2 papers that im more worried about. the management paper is the tricky one.

im going to stay off facebook for a week. n off msn for a week too while im at it. =)

2009-06-10T20:30:00.007+10:00

so i really wanted to study on fri night. but i was called to go cho gao. so go lor. n then someone called me at 12 ask me go clubbing. apparently the queue was only 5 mins. but then since so late alr n i hav conscience thats its the week before my exams i din go. then say i ffk. wah. give me notice beforehand can. lols.

Project 365: Day 65, 05/06/2009

i still dunno y we took this pic. it was just lets take a pic. then take. lols.

Project 365: Day 66, 06/06/2009

so the next day i thought ok lets study. then when i wanted to print stuff for my open book exam my printer ink died. conveniently. so need to go buy. 120 bucks eh. so i ended up printing till sunday. brilliant.

Project 365: Day 67, 07/06/2009

i got a free bottle of water. among others. if u don get y this pic is here its ok. if u get it then good for u. lols.

Project 365: Day 68, 08/06/2009

since i was busy printing stuff n others on sat n sunday i started studying on mon. i thought that was quite enough time. we'll find out soon enough after my third paper. lols.

my exam starts tmr. i dunno y i study so hard for a paper thats worth 30% also. should concentrate my energy on those 50% papers.

i actly cut down on my facebook time which is kinda incredible. so many ppl hav their facebook status as lyrics from knock you down. kelbingpooter posted the video few weeks ago. outdated noobs. lols.

i don get how some ppl seem to be able to not need to study. so unfair lah. lols.

time travelled so fast i din realise winter was here alr. its all cold n raining nowadays. bloody freezing. apparently last night it dipped to zero at the outer suburbs. i don fancy stepping out of my house tmr for exam.

the new iphone 3g s looks impressive. n if u wanna get a mac don get it before sept. theres the new mac os x snow leopard that comes with every mac then. beats my mac os x leopard. lols.

i spent bout 15 mins this afternoon converting kg to newtons, kilonewtons to kg, kilonewtons to tonnes n all those. 15 mins for sth thats supposed to take 2 mins. thats wad happens when u study too much. lols.

Project 365: Day 69, 09/06/2009

my summarised table of formulas for the test. saves me time from flipping my books inside out for some hidden formula. lols.

pato's going to talk to ancelotti before deciding wad to do with his future. wonder wad ancelotti will say to him hor. ask him go chelsea maybe? maybe? lols.

2009-06-08T01:35:00.002+10:00

"I'll be pulling for Roger on Sunday. He is extraordinarily talented and the grace and the way he plays is very special to see. If it wasn't for a freak of nature from Mallorca, he could have won this many times."

- Andre Agassi pre match.

lols.

yay at federer. its all teeing up nicely for him to break the record at wimbledon next. let's hope nadal stays injured forever. =)

2009-06-07T23:03:00.004+10:00

i nvr realised that this song actly goes

"how lucky can one guy be

i kissed her n she kissed me.

like the fella once said

ain't that a kick in the head?"

lols. must hav been masters or medallist which will then explain y i was using my ears more than my eyes. =)

i hav a feeling we were close. now aint that really a kick in the head.

i need to start studying. i hav 3 days of study to put in before my exam on thurs. last few times ive always started 7 days before. spm was the last time i did 3 days before i think. gotta resort to the same solution i guess. rosary time. not like i din pray the rosary everyday during the other exams anw. lols.

any donations for the erich laurent fund? =)

all in favour of federer to win say i.

time to watch. wads a bloody spanish flag doing in the stands? go fedex. =)

2009-06-05T17:47:00.006+10:00

Project 365: Day 62, 02/06/2009

ive been having this fetish with laurent recently. beats le petit gateau for me. n definitely more worth it than max b. =)

Project 365: Day 63, 03/06/2009

wed was the day i went to uni for nth. n wed was the day i learnt how to look for a book in the lib n how to borrow a book. couldnt find the book though. lols. after 2 n a half yrs. lols. in that time i probably stepped into the lib 10 times n 7 of those times were to look for someone or pass sth to someone. lols.

Project 365: Day 64, 04/06/2009

there was some cloudy water after they fixed sth with the hot water in the building. n apparently it was worse than this before. i dunno if it was always slightly cloudy or not. the thing is it became clear if u leave the water for a while. funny.

conversation of the day:

friend: tell ur sis im going to kong her tonight.

me: hahahahaha. u wanna kong her sis tonight?

friend: nonono. tell ur sis she's going to be konged by me tonight.

me: hahaha.

friend: ok. i shall shut up.

lols.

2009-06-01T21:19:00.011+10:00

its been a busy week for me but ive been doing well i think. n getting everything back on track. a few more days n i need to start studying for the exams. sigh.

Project 365: Day 56, 27/05/2009

took a pic of the layout so i can do my assignment on the train. wow.

Project 365: Day 57, 28/05/2009

this was the day that i needed to finish one of the assignments to hand in the next day. n lecture finished early so i was doing it in there for a while. n i went down to turn on the lights n in the midst of all the rush i squashed my banana. damnit. n if ure wondering i did eat part of it. =)

Project 365: Day 58, 29/05/2009

this was the day we were rushing our assignment trying to get it done before the weekend but we failed. n that was the day i left my house at 740 n got home at 12. n i ate my dinner at 12. at that time i thought it was kinda crazy but after today its still alright. n it was also the day that i became good friends with my lecturer. called him on his handphone at 6 n he said he was driving cant talk to me. so i msged him n he replied will ring @10. he called my handphone at 10 n we discussed stuff. lols. which lecturer puts his handphone number on the web lah.

Project 365: Day 59, 30/05/2009

look at the pic very carefully n try to notice sth. so i was just in the train on the way back from bentleigh n i looked down. wad are the chances of someone else wearing the exact same pair of shoes as well. lols. i din think a lot of ppl would wear blue ed hardy shoes right. his is wayyy cleaner than mine lah. lols. n i later realise that both converse that u can slightly see beside the blue shoes were also the same in different colour only. lols.

Project 365: Day 60, 31/05/2009

it was the first time i ever cleaned my couch. make that the first time i ever cleaned any couch. n i was just balancing my time btwn cleaning couch n doing assignment. n it was also the day i spent 100 bucks of credit cos of the assignment. yea i did check n it was 100. lols. going to last another 10 days or so only anw. basically call my friend discuss then do then send then call n repeat 10 times. seriously i hav 10 different files from yest. lols.

Project 365: Day 61, 01/06/2009

my friend asked me to take a pic before we hand in just cos this assignment was so hard. n if ure not in my course u cant imagine the joy of finishing it. screw all those 3000 or 4000 word assignments this is the craziest assignment ever. n believe me when i say that. this one made every other assignments i ever did feel so easy. lols. i saw other groups that had at least 50 pages. ours was 25 pages i think but thats cos we attached a cd to it. n all of the groups did it differently n nobody was sure who was right. everyone was just confused like hell. n it didnt help that the lecturer was so hard to find n the tutors din really know wad was going on in the assignment also. they really make u work for ur marks man. 5pm deadline n we handed in at 515. seriously running around at 5 printing n getting it bound like im in amazing race or sth. lols. n might i add that we were so busy till i forgot to eat my lunch. lols.

ok. din expect this to be this long. my arnab quite nice. lols.

rmbr there was this messy bed few weeks ago? its all cleaned up now. really getting everything back to normal. yay.

oh yea. happy gawai. totally forgot that when i was filling in the details for assignment. i need tuak. =)

time to learn iweb. =)

2009-05-28T06:43:00.003+10:00

the better team on the night won? yea. the luckier team won? definitely. sigh. u need luck to win this. 2 yr in a row especially.

before the game ud hav expected barcelona to hav a lot of possession. thats them. n ud expect that the team who scores first will win. n we were dominating till then. sigh.

man of the match has gotta be pique. n he was my most hated ex man utd player. go man utd get experience then go back barcelona. diu.

i was expecting a more counter attacking first half from man utd though. ohwells.

well done to both players though. its nice to see some of them smiling towards the end of the match when they knew they were going to lose. sportsmanship at its best.

i guess im going to get a lot of shit from liverfool fans. n before u say anth might i remind u that liverfool were not even good enough to reach the semis. thanks. =)

2009-05-26T23:48:00.003+10:00

i just realised that tom hanks pic is too big. so it disturbs the norm. it disturbs my usual spacing between lines. it disturbs so many things. n i know it can be changed but i dunno how. so im going to say that i cant be bothered like wad everyone else says when they dunno how but say they cant be bothered. lols.

2009-05-26T23:20:00.011+10:00

Project 365: Day 53, 24/05/2009

went to watch angels and demons on sunday night by impulse. lols. its everything u expect from a tom hanks movie. well structured. it wasnt as blasphemous as the first one though. n u wouldnt need to watch da vinci code to follow the plot in this one. one thing that bothered me was those posters that go " Tom Hanks is Robert Langdon - Angels and Demons". i find it so tom hanks is forrest gump wannabe line lah. lols.

Project 365: Day 54, 25/05/2009

someone threw a burning cigarette on the train tracks i assume. n the tracks started burning slightly. din stick around to see wad happened. always happens anw. the smoke prob disappeared after 2 hrs or sth.

Project 365: Day 55, 26/05/2009

nobody wanna take pic with me lah. everybody wanna take with rory. sigh.

n nobody looks at me in mx. sigh.

i had a test today. felt better than the first but with these subjects n the way the lecturers are this year u just nvr know. lols.

speaking of the test i was on the train to caulfield today when i saw one of those excavators at the side. then i suddenly rmbred about my dream last night. bloody hell. i was freaking dreaming about compaction. study too much lah. study compaction for the test last night then i end up dreaming bout compaction. but compaction with an excavator in my dream eh. wad the hell.

wads with connex train drivers. announcement: "ladies and gentlemen we are slightly ahead of schedule so we'll just sit here for a few minutes at this station before we bugger off." lols. bugger off.

i dunno if i posted this before n i cant rmbr where i saw it before but i meant to put this for a while now. i want this to happen at flinders st. sigh. sound of music central station antwerp. =)

i bought a arnab from vicmart on sunday. thurs is arnab day. yay. im so excited. =)

i need a masterplan. depressed much? sigh.

im supposed to be doing my assignment lah diu. time to slp. lols.

2009-05-24T17:19:00.003+10:00

i stayed at home basically for the whole weekend eh. n the plan was to do assignment or at least study for the test. well i did my assignment on fri night but thats bout that. lols. all i did last night was rearrange my notes for last yr. n today was supposed to study but then somebody come and give me distractions. lols. but thanks. lols. u know who u are when i say i want to be at mesh last night. lols. =)

Project 365: Day 52, 23/05/2009

i was just lying in bed yest evening listening to music then i rmbred i had this remote control so i whipped it out. n so basically i was basically lying in the dark n listening to music n controlling wad i wanted from my bed. emo time before dinner. lols.

its time to find out where in milano. =)